a normal sunday. its onli 12.49pm now. and i've got nth much to say probably 'coz of the fact tt i woke up aruond 11. watched power rangers while eating my breakfast. hee. i was in front of the tv and my brother was watching it. hmm. tml got a-maths test. and i didnt bring back my a-maths textbook. woo. i can predict the scores of my result even before sitting for the test. yesterday's guides meeting was definitely not one of the nicest meeting. hee. maybe b'coz i took my medicine. aft a while i felt sleepy. and since i had nth to do. went to guides haven and slept. =) kinda slacking eh? hehe. but i aso got help out wif the sec 1's drills. so i'm not a total slacker yea? stayed back for the proposal tingie. hmm. den nth much. currently i'm bored. i dunno how much homework i owe my teachers. or do i even owe them any? i dunno. i've lost track! i hate this feeling. and i always feel lyk this on sundays. =( i feel so useless. nv go help my patrol wif anything. hehe. maybe they waiting for me to ask them if they need help while i'm here waiting for them to ask me for help. lolx. arghh! i am so NOT looking forward to camp. i dun think things will turn out well.

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12:48 pm

woo.. i've not been writing for 2 days. hehe. wednesday i was too sick to remember anything i did. hmm. on thursday wat happened eh? oh ya. i was on mc. so didnt have much to do. didnt go for tamil class. first time lehz!!! FIRST TIME!!! =) hmm.. i was sleeping when my aunt called to say tt my mom was going to hospital. huh? i was in total confusion. i know my mom was sick. but er.. hospital? i was CONFUSED!! kinda worried too.. haiz. den watever happened aft tt was not v.nice. so i rather not mention it. =)

as for today. hmm.. wonder y. but i was having a headache. probably coz i didnt take my medicine. =D woo. finally returned some money to pple who guides fund owed money. feel kinda relaxed now though we still owe xL $23. but tt can wait! lolx. oh ya. today o'level results were released. top student in bp was grace. haha. 11 A1s!! did i know it or wat? but its really so expected. during her prelims aso all a1s rite? smart. nono. DAMN smart!! hmm.. alot of pple got 6 distinctions and more. i didnt want to see the rest getting their results. tt wud realli pressurize me. now tt i've completed 1 subject. 8 more to go. haha. not much of a diff anyway rite? hehe. many pple were SUPRISED about sharan's result. please la pple. anything is achievable wif tons of hard work. and i know she did put in lots of them. er.. maybe except during the break we had between paper 1 & 2. me, puva & sharan were watching movies. instead of studying. hehe. the results were kinda unpredictable. i expected some pple to get a1s. but they got a2. hmm.. but its an distinction anyway rite? so guess.. all their efforts have paid off. congrats ppLe!! =pPpP

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4:52 pm

i am very disgusted! this is not a quote of mrs loh. but i really am very disgusted by some pple i know. to be abit more specified, i'm very damn disgusted by some of my frens. yesterday me no good mood. u all not happy. today i good mood aso u all not happy. is my existenece such a burden to u? den mite as well tell me to freak off rite? i wun mind! the fact is not about pms or stuff. do u ever realise tt sometimes u pple urselves 'coz me to get into a damn bloody bad mood. today luann and grace during recess were gossiping about me. ok. tt mite be normal. but why did they do tt in front of me? esp when there was onli the poor sharon between us. onli one person. did they not know tt i could hear. or were they doing tt on purpose 'coz they wanted me to hear. or were they juz being plain er.. nvm. mrs loh came in wif a bad mood today. she gave a 'lecture' which i felt had some sense in it. although i do not say liling and gang were at fault. haha. i am juz damn pissed. pissed. nvm about the sucky bpghs stuff. now lets go to uptlc. ahh.. hehe. someone had cut their hair. or did he juz spike it? haha. i dunno. but he still.. hehe. i didnt realli lyk the spike. i prefer his previous hairstyle. but still its his hair and he still looks er.. haha. =) class was not bad today. hey. i realised i am started to love tamil class. the onli thing i dun lyk about it is the journey to and fro [and maybe the speaking lessons]. oh ya! puva said maybe her fren knows magesh. hehe. but her fren graduated long ago. lolx. hehe. *beams* ok. i shud stop all this nyp crap. i'm trying my best to stop being such a jollu. sight-adikkuraning guys can be such a pain. i kinda forgot much about magesh. onli saw him on dhool 2003. lyked his hair. quite cute features.[i dun blame u if u are rolling ur eyes]. i muz forget all about tt. i am no more interested in all those. no more nyp. i need help in tt! pple shud stop mentioning about nyp and all will turn out fine. *sighz* now i've got a headache. kinda feel awkward. no homework. how come ah? dunno.

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5:46 pm

woo hoo. today no public speaking. but mrs loh came into class wif a damn sour face? haiz. wat a sight early in the morning?! so unhappy. changed alot of sitting arrangements. hmm.. i've got no comments. den upon the atmosphere i was feeling damn sleepy. tt explains my mood for the rest of the school hours. during recess luann and grace say me got pms. no mood to comment on it. hahaz. den chem common test. not bad. i think i wud have done better. if i was given more time. i onli recalled most of the things at the last few minutes. =( aft tt got back a-maths test. kinda cheered me up. =D haha. grace say me show off. siim ynn dun believe me. fine! dun tell u anything already. den siim ynn kepy\t teasing me wif imran juz b'coz he asked me about history assignment. lolx. wat a reason to tease someone wif. guides was fun. coz someone wasnt there? hmm.. maybe. hehe. i'm evil. den all of sit down tok crap while doing the proposal stuff. aft tt go jalan jalan for awhile. b4 returning home. or no! i went to fuchun first. to fetch my baby brother. finally confessed all my marks to my dad. relieved! hehe.

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6:59 pm

haiz. today was damn boring!! i always feel lyk this on sunday evenings. i always feel tt i've wasted my entire day. haiz.. tml got chemistry comon test. i havent studied for it yet! got history assignment due tml. not yet done! e-maths homework. not yet done! wat in the world have i been doing the whole day?! i dunno. i onli remember looking at srk *droolz* and er.. eating durian. er.. tts about it. hee.. i tot the results were coming out on saturday but nadira was saying tt it was on friday. oh no! one less day b4 doom! i dowan it. i dowan to see bad results. i flopped my oral. my paper 2. and my paper 1 is not usually very good. arghh! thinking about all this gives me headaches! it now almost 8 pm and i'm not even half way through. i hate sundays. i lurve saturdays. although yesterday was not one of those lovable saturdays. i'm whining! now i know i got to rush. do homework. study. [oh yah. i still haven bathed.] bathe. and wash the dishes. i still feel lyk slacking. tts so lyk me. it explains my grades yea? haiz. i dowan to go to sch tml. first three periods are english. she's gonna do some public spekaing thing. i hate public speaking. all the topics i get. i can nv speak. i remember my last yr's topic. "wat i'm gonna do during my december holidays?" and "how many kids i wanna have in the future and y?". oh puhlease! at tt time we havent even sat for our exams and she wants us to think about the holidays?! and about the other topic. i wanted 2 kids. but now.. i changed my mind! i dun even wanna get married! first u get into a relationship. next u get married. have kids. den ur husband leaves u for another women. so y bother?! i couldnt tok more than a few lines. and my dearest teacher claimed tt they were interesting topics. dot dot dot. wats so interesting about them? i'm pissed! tml still got double period physics. haiz. i'm trying my best to listen. but i always fail to do so. WHY? i hate it. i got tuition but it doesnt seem to help. i need physics. i dowan to get a f9 for my o's! who wants to? i need help? but i dunno how. my classmates are aso not listening. who am i to ask? my ex-classmates from other classes are all so self-centred. they dun really understand my situation and dun really help. some mite even think i'm lazy and am always seeking for help. [no offense if u read this] its either tt or we've drifted apart. is there any kind souls out there to help me? i'll be indebted to u for the rest of my life. =( guess no one will be ever able to hear my prayers! sobz. haiz. guess i betta go and bathe instead of grumbling and whining! *wipes tears* lolx

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7:39 pm

didnt go for flag day today. last nite when i asked sy about the time and stuffs. she was lyk 'dunno'. haiz. give up la. so decided not to go. ever since tt incident i lyk drifting apart frm her. it mite seem childish and stuff la. since she claimed tt it was due to her pms and stuff. i still feel lyk this. maybe coz e week before i kinda got upset of something she said. haha. so today went to the indoor stadium for thinking day tingie. haiz. quite boring la. cheer abit here and there. sing awhile. den watch pple receive awards. watch pple perform. the performance were all not bad la. but i particularly lyk tt of springfield's probably 'coz they had sean paul's song. hehe. the sec2 guides were so enthu. they are so cute. so crazy. nice! guides really need pple lyk them. aft tt we sat outside seven eleven and ate and talked about our childhood. as for me, i listened to their childhoods. i couldnt remember much of mine. =( i cud remember all those bad ones. good ones? haiz. haha. do i sound pathetic? lolx. oh ya. i aso watched kal ho naa ho. haiz. srk so woah!! i'm beaming. i learnt a new word today. thanx to hakim. hehe. laud=praise ^_^

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8:45 pm

haiz. today had a 'celebration' for thinking day. er.. guides founder's day? i've got no idea. =X it was not bad. had to tie two plaits. sharon say me act cute. sobz. lyk as if i got nth better to do. when i entered class shao xian was lyk "wats wif tt hair?" lolx. hee.. sch was quite ok. had a maths test. and didnt have history. yippee!! instead we had to go for this opera tingie which was damn racist. all use channel 8 wan lorhz. lyk as if i understand. but they were quite gd. muz applaude them for their talent. need lots of work and effort for all tt work. aft tt stayed back for guides. one meeting where i really enjoyed though some pple as usual were irritating me. or should i say one? =X den later decided to go watch movie wif sheryl and addy. yeah! along came polly! the movie was kinda hornily funny!! hehe.. siim ynn missed the fun! she wud have lurved it! oh ya! on the way the 3 of us met louis. and he told us something about someone abusing their authority. haiz. i have got nth to say. tt person is lyk tt la. i really got alot to comment but dunno how to put it into words. hehe. or shud i say prefer NOT to put them in words. hee.. tml got flag day and the indoor stadium tingie for thinking day. alamak!! tired!

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8:28 pm

today i am so tired. i realli pity my tutor. during her 2 hour tuition i think i onli absorbed lyk 2% of it. but i was realli tired aft sch. not my fault =) today discussed some g5 stuff. class was kinda back to normal. not so gloomy aft all. probably coz of the 6.5 free periods we had out of the 11 periods. 0.5 coz micheal peacock left half way. hee.. but better late than nv rite? woo.. hope those minister pple stay longer in bpghs so tt me can miss more lessons. esp tml.

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10:32 pm

hee.. i am in a much betta mood now and i suddenly remembered wat happened during pe today. xL came dowan for pe and mr sin asked her if she was properly attired. i didnt know wat was happening. but luann was luffing her heads off.. while running! [imagine the literal meaning] it was onli later dat i realised tt this has something to do wif hte previous pe lesson. it seems tt during the previous lesson, xL stopped running half way coz she claimed tt her "ehems" were too heavy. den when mr sin asked some of the gals why she stopped, they told him tt she cudnt continue b'coz she was not wearing sports bra! hmm.. i finally understood wat mr sin meant by properly attired. hee.. didnt know he wud be this open? hahaz. kewl! u rawk mr sin! muahaha.

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7:02 pm

haiz. today morning i was almost late for skewl. i tot i was gonna be late. i called my mom. hoping tt she'll say "ok, nvm dun go to sch. come back home" but she didnt say anything lyk tt. not even CLOSE! evry second of my time in the train seemed lyk hours. no. tts exaggeration! maybe every second seemed lyk a minute. i somehow did not get late. later during sch, mrs loh said tt she wanted sara and jieying to change place b'coz of some pple's feedback. wats her problem? how could she? =( haiz. anyway today i found the class to be rather quiet and gloomy. dunno wat happened to the crappy pple. tuesday blues i guess. sharan didnt go for mt today. ish tt good or ish tt bad? i dunno. actually we kinda get seperated evry lesson. so not much of a diff i guess. hmm.. tamil class was fun! y am i enjoying it? dunno. later on my way home, the taxi uncle and a motorist got into a misunderstanding. haiz. nth much to say about tt.. i wasnt much of a witness. so cannot jump to conclusion too fast. but the taxi uncle wants me and puva to be his witness. he was so gloomy [which is so unlyk him] throughout the journey. why is evryone so gloomy today?! this is affecting me!! this suddenly reminds me. i've got g5 proposal to do. muz hand in on the 25th. haix. stress!!! tts all 4 now.

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6:00 pm

today was sucky. english lesson was boring. we did our homework during tt lesson. den y call it homework when u can do it during ur next lesson? history was normal. only difference is that he sent some pple out for not doing homework. no big deal eh? e-maths was great fun!! no teacher around. was supposed to study for my physics common test. but as usual i procrastinated. during recess learnt tt the band will be using the field to practice for their band com during the g5 camp. wat the hell man?! arghh.. although there's nth much i can do. i juz feel pissed. damn pissed! the suckiest part of today was common test. woo.. didnt study. couldnt do most of it. or should i say all? nth much occured aft tt. and my sch day ended wif boredom.

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6:05 pm